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OSCURO

Daily conversations with my brother Carlos. Some take refuge in beliefs, who could, and I will do it with ideas, many would like to.

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OSCURO

A mi hermano Carlos, que siempre va estar con nosotros

Es inevitable llorar y parar en esta escritura y eso que sólo he escrito lo que creo que va a ser el título, ¡te echamos tanto de menos, Gordo!

Voy a seguir hablando contigo todos los días, antes por telefóno y ahora mediante fotografías, y sé que las verás porque no sólo somos presencia sino energía, y tú estás presente, conmigo y con toda tu familia.


Muy atrevido he sido en poner un título a lo que no sé que voy a hacer, ¡quiero fotografiarte tantas cosas!, quiero mostrar nuestro dolor con imágenes, tu ausencia, tu alegría, el tiempo pasado juntos, tenerte cerca... unos se refugian en creencias, quien pudiera, y yo lo haré con ideas, muchos quisieran.

PD. Vas a salir la luz de todas las fotos





Currante como nadie, valiente de corazón grande, hermano del alma, amigo de muchos, de vida no tan fácil, de sonrisa sincera, alma abierta, desde pequeño al volante y mira tú, al volante hasta el final. Buen viaje querido hermano, cuánto de menos se te va a echar


No paramos de llorar, el 25 sería tu cumpleaños y la vida nos trae tu final. ¡Qué la tierra te sea leve hermano del alma!, Has sido fiel, honesto, leal, bonachón, testarudo, glotón, divertido, simpático, trabajador, cariñoso, fuerte, amable…, chico de varios barrios, creyente, ayudante y maestro, de los que hace camino al andar, de los que siempre tienen de lo que hablar, sin tapujos muchas veces, decías lo que creías y no lo que querían que dijeses ¡Qué levante la mano el que alguna vez no se confundiese!


Has estado ahí para todos, como persona, hermano, amigo y como hijo. Nuestros recuerdos de chiquititos, nuestras trastadas, la calle postas, los pinos, aquellos maravillosos chuflos, la caseta, la buhardilla, partiendo pollos en el almacén, de repartidores por el barrio del Pilar, currante de y por toda la vida, festivos pocos aunque fiestas varias, lector por casualidad, curioso por naturaleza, taxista, hormigonero, transportista, gravero, repitiéndome diré que pollero, camionero lo que más te gustó, el camión fue lo que te por siempre te llevó, quien sabe hacia donde aunque seguro estoy que estás en un lugar mejor


¡todos tus amigos!, y, nosotros, tu familia, estamos devastados, estamos doloridos, las lágrimas no me dejan ver lo que escribo, me tiemblan hasta las manos, no debe ser un adiós, te volveré a ver querido hermano deuda es lo prometido, ¡estabas haciendo tantas cosas! ibas por el buen camino. Qué mal el no volver a verte, que mal el no volver a hablar, desgracias de la vida que nos hacen a todos pensar, nunca tuviste miedo de la muerte, para todo fuiste valiente, trágicamente te ha llegado y aunque físicamente ya no estés, contigo todos los días hablo. Adiós querido hermano, adios amado Carlos, uno de mis orgullos de mi vida es sin duda el haber sido hermano de Carlos Marina

Te quiero hermano, descansa en paz y cuida de nosotros desde donde ahora ya estás


OSCURO

To my brother Carlos, who will always be with us.

It is inevitable to cry and stop in this writing and I have only written what I think is going to be the title, we miss you so much, Gordo!

I will keep talking to you every day, before by phone and now by pictures, and I know you will see them because we are not only presence but energy, and you are present, with me and with all your family.


I have been very daring in putting a title to what I don't know what I am going to do, I want to photograph so many things, I want to show our pain with images, your absence, your joy, the time spent together, having you close... some take refuge in beliefs, who could, and I will do it with ideas, many would like to.


PS. You will be photographed in all the pictures



 



A hard worker like no other, brave with a big heart, brother of the soul, friend of many, with a not so easy life, with a sincere smile, open soul, since he was a child at the wheel and look at you, at the wheel until the end. Bon voyage dear brother, how much you will be missed.

We can't stop crying, the 25th would be your birthday and life brings us your end. May the earth be light for you, brother of the soul! You have been faithful, honest, loyal, good-natured, stubborn, gluttonous, funny, nice, hard-working, loving, strong, kind..., a boy from several neighborhoods, believer, helper and teacher, one of those who makes the road by walking, one of those who always have something to talk about, many times you said what you believed and not what they wanted you to say, raise your hand who ever was not confused!

You have been there for everyone, as a person, brother, friend and son. Our memories of our childhood, our mischief, the street postas, the pines, those wonderful chuflos, the hut, the attic, splitting chickens in the warehouse, as a deliveryman in the neighborhood of Pilar, working and for life, few holidays but several parties, reader by chance, curious by nature, cab driver, concrete worker, transporter, gravero, repeating myself I will say that chickens, truck driver what you liked the most, the truck was what took you forever, who knows where although I am sure you are in a better place.

All your friends, and we, your family, are devastated, we are in pain, the tears don't let me see what I'm writing, even my hands are shaking, it must not be goodbye, I'll see you again dear brother debt is what I promised, you were doing so many things! you were on the right path. How bad not to see you again, how bad not to talk again, misfortunes of life that make us all think, you were never afraid of death, for everything you were brave, tragically it has come to you and although physically you are no longer here, I talk to you every day. Farewell dear brother, farewell beloved Carlos, one of my prides in my life is undoubtedly to have been Carlos Marina's brother.

I love you brother, rest in peace and take care of us from where you are now.


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